It’s so difficult to describe depression to someone who’s never been there, because it’s not sadness. I know sadness. Sadness is to cry and to feel. But it’s that cold absence of feeling— that really hollowed-out feeling.
- J.K. Rowling (via dissapolnted)
do you ever just want to cut it all off
My dad saw me once grabbing my thighs when I was sitting down and he said, “Why don’t you just cut it off then?” and laughed. Little does he know i think about doing it everyday.
My boyfriend saw me doing this when I was getting ready for work. He grabbed my hands, put them underneath his, got down on his knees, and put both our hands on my belly. He started to rub our hands across my belly and he said “don’t hate the place that will be a home to our child”.
I didn’t even know he wanted children.
who’s arms would I run and fall into
if I were drunk
in a room with everyone
I have ever loved
- (via xinzui)
I feel like shit when I eat, and I feel shit when I’m not eating. I feel like shit when I taste food, and I feel like shit for thinking about food. I feel like shit eating in front of people; I feel shit when I eat alone. I feel like shit when I enjoy food and I feel like shit when I hate food. I feel like shit for wasting food and I also feel like shit when I can clear a plate. Food is such an issue and no matter what, it always makes me feel like shit.
- Patsy Fryer (via lilnymphprincess)